Day 143 – The message of life

I am here right now, so I am going to talk for me, and maybe there is something that you can learn from my words that is good for you and for everybody. If you are here, don’t let people tell you that you are wrong, push people beyond their limits. Don’t accept their reactions... Continue Reading →


Day 131 – What is holding me from change?

As always, I am going to talk about me and my experience only. About the point that I am at right now. You may be at a different point in your life, or you may find that you are at the exact same spot that I am at. I for sure feel like that when... Continue Reading →

Day 130 – Why don’t I give up?

Well that's a good question. Because I beat myself down so much that I don't honestly know why I don't give up. By now, I should have already given up. I have seriously done everything I could to stop me, I have made me live and relive my biggest fear in nightmares, I live in... Continue Reading →

Day 126 – Redefining love as feminine

My first reaction to this words, "bringing feminine qualities to me", it's like, hell no, I am masculine, I am not weak, or, emotional (it's neither of those words, it's just a feeling). And what this hides, it's a part of me that has been forgotten. When I was very young, I used to be... Continue Reading →

Day 125 – When does love mean something?

First I'd like to say, this text was initially created using the words 'We' 'People' 'Ourselves' 'you', but I decide to stick to my own truth, and share my experience as I am individually experiencing it, since I can not talk about the experience of the rest of people, since this blog is about myself.... Continue Reading →

Day 124 – My femenine side, love

I am goint to talk openly and honestly about this. I was not loved during my life, so I didn't understand what it meant, and it's a vital part of a duality between masculine/femenine, that I define as responsability/love. I have always thought of love as something achieved, complex, difficult, something which is not universal,... Continue Reading →

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